This imagine is for Savannah ♥ sorry it took so long babe, i hope it was worth the wait (:
"Baby please, lets just talk about this!" Niall pleaded knocking on the door again. The handle turned but, of course you had
locked the door. The one thing you certainly didn't need right now was him, pulling the clothes out of your suitcase which
you currently were stuffing with any clothes that crossed your vision. You tried to stay as silent as you could to not let
him know that you were crying. You assumed he knew you were upset, it had been quiet obvious after the bad fight you two
had just minutes ago. But he probably thought you were just angry at him. No you weren't angry, you were beyond this point.
You know, the kind of anger when you are so on rage that you cant even shout or argue anymore.
Well that feeling mixed with sadness, that was what you were feeling right now. It was all just too much right now.
What could you say, was that you two just didn't fit together anymore. Niall lived his crazy life with large world tours,
thousands of fans and numerous interviews and such, every day, week, month. While you were just a small town girl, not really
caring about the fame and money everybody craved to have. You were perfectly fine without all this. When then Niall came into
your life, it made everything thousand times better. You loved him with all your heart after dating him for 2 years. But
something always doesn't go the way you would like it to, right? Well you could just say, Niall changed. Not just changed like
in becoming taller, even more attractive or such. This for that matter made you fall even more for him. But the things, he
always told everybody wouldn't change, like his personality, did change. When you met him the first time, you fell for him
because he was just this awesome kind of person. Caring, sweet, always happy, selfless. You guessed the fame ruined all this.
He would go out more and more and become drunk often. The time you always used to lay on the couch and just tell each other
about the others day wouldn't exist anymore. When he came home he would always just complain about how everybody was just
annoying him and how he wanted them to leave him alone. Niall became one of those selfish celebrities always complaining
over simple things like standing in a cue in the supermarket or having to carry heavy things himself instead of having
someone carriy them for him. He never was like that. The things you loved about him barely existed anymore. So what would
keep you from leaving now?
"Let me in baby girl, i wanna talk." Niall whined again jolting on the door. You hastily stuffed your last piece of clothing in
the bag and pulled on the zipper. You could take the rest of your stuff later. Now you just needed to leave. Leave the man
you've been together with, for 2 years and a few months. How things change, you thought to yourself, tearing on the zipper.
Hopefully the bag wouldn't burst. You cleared your throat and wiped your wet cheeks. He would probably notice you cried, but
you couldn't do anything against it now. You could just hope your voice wouldn't crack when you told him you...You were...
You mind kept screaming around to keep you from thinking about the two words you needed to say. You had no reason to stay anymore
had you? So why were you even thinking about it? All you needed to do was run out that door, push Niall to the side, hopefully
strong enough for him to bang against some wall (you doubted Niall would move an inch if you tried to push him away, you weren't
the strongest), throw these two small words at him and then leave. It was easy. But then a picture of Niall's face crumbling and
him bursting into tears appeared in your mind. What- No stop! You need to do this girl, now move. You pushed yourself up from the
bed and teared your suitcase down from the bed too. Then you rolled it to the door and unlocked the door. His tall body almost fell
over you, as he leaned on the door, but he quickly regained his balance and went to say something. Before a single word escaped his
perfectly shaped lips, he scanned your face all over and his face softened instantly as he realized you had been crying.
Or that you were about to cry again, because as soon as your eyes met, all you planed on doing, like slamming him against the wall,
was vanished from your mind. Your vision blurred but you managed to keep the tears from dripping down. Great, now you couldn't
throw any mean things at him because you were such a crybaby.
"No, no baby look at me! You did not cry did you?" He panicked blocking your way through the hallway.
"Niall, move." You tried to make your voice sound solid, but on Nialls reaction you could tell you hadn't been successful.
He took your shoulders, keeping you on your spot against your willing. "Savannah, princess talk to me, please! What..It was just a
small fight, you don't need to cry i was being stupid, a stupid idiot! Lets talk about this in..." Niall stopped talking and with
that, also his attempts to make you look up at him. "Why..what for is this bag? Ba-baby girl you don't want to leave do you?" He
asked shakily, his hands sliding down from your shoulders to your own, clenched hands. He buried both your hands in his large and
a bit sweaty ones. "Is-Is it that bad?" He asked after a short silence in which you could cut the tension in the air with a knife.
A small sniffling sound came from above you, bringing a sharp pain to your heart. Don't look up, you kept telling yourself.
Niall remained silent, just like you and after a short while his chest, which you were looking at from the corner of your eye began
doing movements as if he hiccuped. Your hands were lifted up together with his, and plumb lips placed wet kisses on the back of your
hand. Niall opened your fist and put it on his now also wet cheek. "You cant do this to me baby." He croaked, barely bringing out
those few words. "If-If you need time, please but-but. Take as much time as you want but please don't leave me. Just don't leave me."
He repeated, his voice small and drained with tears. Your heart shattered into millions of pieces and you just wanted to bury
yourself a hole and hide in it. You were ashamed that you made your boyfriend cry like this. This was what you were afraid about.
Luckily you hadn't look up to see the crumbled features of his. As much as you wanted to take your bag and leave, you just couldn't.
So you continued staring holes into the air by your feet, while tears ran freely over your burning cheeks. As if it wasn't heartbreaking
enough to hear the blonde crying his soul out, he now let go of your hands, leaned against the wall and slid down the wall until he
sat there like some desperately crying little boy. His head was buried between his legs, his hands roaming through his spiky blonde-brown
locks that you loved to feel between your fingers. You didn't quiet understand why he was crying that bad, normally you should be sitting
there, crying like mad. But here you were, staring at a torn Niall, sitting in front of you, constant sobs being the only
noises that were heard. "Niall.." You whispered feeling he ache in your chest becoming stronger as his name left your lips.
"I-I'm such a coward!" He sobbed fisting the hair in his large hands. "Now exactly that h-happened i didn't want t-to!" Nialls pain filled
voice rang through the whole house, you could probably even hear it in outside the door if you listened closely. "What are you talking
about, Niall?" You asked him confused. Okay, you still were mad at him and of course he didn't have the right to make you feel even
more pain just by seeing him in this state, but he certainly couldn't control it, the way he sobbed in this moment. "Baby, do you want to
leave me?" Niall questioned lifting his head from between his knees. His whole face had a new strawberry like colour, his normally pink
lips, something between deep red and violet. What have you done to this poor boy, you asked yourself. Maybe it was all your fault and you
just didn't realize it. Were you too clingy? Too nosy? "Niall, you changed." You said instead of apologizing. You still had your pride.
And honestly, you didn't think you were the one that made mistakes. Who was the one always staying up all night to wait for a terribly drunk
Niall to come home, barely managing to walk on a straight line? And who was the one trying to calm him down when some old lady couldn't find
her purse in the supermarket and you had to wait? Yes, you were the one. So you certainly didn't do something wrong.
"I know. I messed up Savannah, baby. I'm so sorry. All I do, i know its wrong but i cant stop it. I knew some when you were going to leave me
for this! And I couldn't even bring myself to talk to you and ask you to help me! I'm such a damn idiot!" Niall sobbed again hiding his face
in his hoodie again. You were stunned. So he always knew it when he was being selfish, but he just couldn't help it? Maybe he didn't want to
be as impatient in the supermarket but he was just used to everything going smoothly. You didn't think of that, but it was so obvious. He
wanted you to tell him not to be impatient. He wanted you to help him be normal again, you just didn't realize and he never found the
courage to tell you that he was ashamed of what he became. Who he became. "Niall, baby." You sighed letting your hand slide down from the
suitcases handle. Niall just continued loudly crying his lungs out. You knelled down next to him and just wrapped your hands around his
shoulder, pulling him close to you. Niall made a weird sound, something like a yelp mixed with a sigh or something and lifted his head from his
hands, just to bury it in your shoulder. "I'm sorry I make you leave." He hiccuped tightening his grip around you. If you were honest with
yourself, you didn't want to leave. You just wanted Niall to go back to his normal sweet and caring self and cuddle with you the whole day.
"Niall do you want me to help you become the old Niall again?" You questioned breathing in his intoxicating scent. Niall immediately
snapped his head up locking teary eyes with you. "You stay?" He asked in an almost begging tone. You sighed, closing your eyes to give yourself
a moment to think. When you opened them again, Nialls gaze was still glued on you, hope filling his piercing blue eyes.
"If you promise to change, Ill stay." You replied lifting the corners of your lips a bit to a smile. Nialls wide grin made you smile wider
also, his eyes sparkling although the light in the hallway was quiet dim. Arms flew over both your shoulders, pressing you tightly against your
boyfriends chest. "You cant tell how happy i am right now!" he partly squeaked, partly breathed out. You chuckled a bit and bit your bottom
as he suddenly pulled away giving you this intensive stare of his. When your lips finally met, you felt like it was the first kiss you have ever
had. But you always felt like that. Every kiss was like the first. Niall was someone very special to you and you wouldn't let him go that
easily once again.
Oi this got a bit long but i hope you liked it babe (: Why does almost everyone request mostly Niall shots though? My laptops full of them wut. anyways I'm gonna post a shot that i wrote last night in a few minutes.Its a sad Liam one and i cried like a cascade when i wrote it, i hope its as emotional as i thought though.Oh and its not a request, the request i have will be updated soon too, don't think i forgot it. love you guys heaps. -Anna xxx
